Beauty I Am

Wish I had someone I could tell any and everything to and vice versa…But until then I can only rely on God and my journal

I can’t say I’m heartbroken…after my last relationship I learned not to give my all to someone knowing that it won’t be reciprocated. Once you give your heart away, you can never truly get it all back. It’s like a puzzle, when you lose some of the pieces, it’ll never be the same. I could have sat here and said “Why God? Why me? Why does this keep happening?” But I won’t because I know things happen in life. And all you’re left to do….is move on. As much as it is upsetting, hurting, disappointing…or whatever. Life doesn’t stop here. Times doesn’t stop ticking. But at the moment my mind is on froze and unfortunately so is my hope. I have to keep going, keep smiling…but if only they knew what goes on behind the mask. 

So many “If only” and no enough “It will”…..

I just don’t know anymore.

I rephrase that…EMOTIONS will get you hurt because God is Love and Love causes no harm.